It's
funny how the things we do every day get so
little comment, yet routine defines us more
than the exceptional
stuff we like to pride
ourselves on. Street parking is near impossible
here and our house swappers dropped the ball in
providing us the proof
needed to get a residential permit, so we're
renting space at a parking garage a literal mile
away.
It's not so bad, really, that walk serves as a
warmup for the day's exertions and chance to
decompress at the tail end. I'm
no fan of driving, or even owning a motor
vehicle, but it's necessary when hauling tools
and materials is your chosen
profession. There's a sinister black van I see
parked on the street here, its rear bumper
covered with far right bumper stickers. On the
drive from garage to house to pick up more
tools, I saw the van in motion, the first time
I've seen its owner--an old white guy looking
bitter and angry. It made me wonder how I
present, like maybe my resting face tends
towards scowl the older I get. I resolved right
then to smile more because I don't want to look
like that. It's too easy to wear one's world
weariness. Today we started at John Heinz, our first job
on federal land, and it got off to the kind of
start critics of big government such as the
black van man might expect: Lack of
communication did not bode well...
we were told to expect tools and helpers but that
came as a surprise to the maintenance crew. But
they stepped up quick, Carmelita, Hoan, and Hannah
pitching right in to a pretty onerous
task--digging through soil littered with concrete,
bricks, and other debris, legacy of the site's
history as an informal dump. We couldn't use a
power auger for fear of disturbing potential
utilitiy lines, so we chipped away at the trashy
fill with shovels, post-hole diggers, trowels, and
rock bars that made sparks and smoke striking
granite and other rocks. I went and bought an 18"
rotohammer bit to try to fracture the
obstructions, and team leader Larry rented an
electric jack hammer. None of this was light work
and half an hour into it my arms and shoulders
felt useless and sore but somehow you just power
through and the second wind comes on. As hard as
it was, everyone stayed in good spirits. You
couldn't see smiles behind the masks, but those
fresh-faced youngsters' eyes were shining and I
kept thinking back to that black van's driver and
the bleak emotional hole he's dug for himself. |
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