
Have I mentioned that
I
broke my wrist? It's been about a month now. My first cast,
after a couple of weeks it feels like part of me. It's got me theorizing
about identity, how
who I think I am is largely the product of short-term memory, a 2-week window
framing personality.
And, yes, it's driving me crazy. Just when I found
something
I loved doing, suddenly I'm back in front of
the computer--or anywhere but here--procrastinating. I'm reading
interviews with Burroughs, more
short stories by Bukowski. Spent
an afternoon in the Seattle Art Museum with Sarah, looking at
Mexican
modernist paintings (yawn), then wowed by
Do-Ho Suh's holographic assemblages (holographic in the
sense
that the whole is contained in the particle and vice versa).
I can get lost in the culture, content not to zoom
out
trying to take in the big picture (you know, the one that has humankind
spiraling towards annihilation). Spent a bitter-
sweet evening with Greg Lundgren at
Vital
5, picking through remains destined for Goodwill. (Vital 5 was
a fine art
gallery and performance space occupying what had been the Japanese pavilion
in the '62 World's Fair. The building is
being knocked down before it can turn 50--and thus qualify for historic
status--to make way for luxury condos and a QFC
supermarket, another victory for the Haves...). Sometimes it feels like
everything's broken, or breaking, and the only way
people are going to change is by going through extremes,
TV having squelched the ability to think
and see.... |